i'm too stressed right now....cramming all the synth parts for 8 songs into my head to be recorded in the studio on Tuesday, and of course my mother-in-law is visiting this weekend, so i have to entertain instead of practice the whole time as i'd like, so i keep practicing at stupid times like late at night, making me get into work late and then stay late and then practice even fucking later each night.
could skip karate practice to do music but i can't because i'm testing for my next rank in a few weeks and need practice there as well.
already missing two days of work for music, and would love to take more time off but then i won't have enough vacation time for travel. also supposed to start my veggie garden but when the hell am i gonna do that?
too much shit this month! i cannot wait for June, then i'll be done with my tracking for the new band (seriously like very few days to learn so many songs, if i didn't have to also work and do everything else i'm doing). then i'll focus on karate stuff and test on June 16th (test is supposed to be 3-5 hours long at least, but of course since i have no TIME, i don't have time to do endurance training right now just interval training and shit that doesn't take long). then who knows if i'll be asked to interview for the director position at work, but obviously i'll need to prepare for that! i'm just way too busy with music, work, karate, family, housework, pretty much everything.
sleep is being weaseled out of my schedule, too.
then at the end of june i'll fly to helsinki...where i will meet up with lots of you forumites, but PLEASE please do not expect my brain to work! i might just be a zombie the whole time by then! i'll hold up my band schedule, and you guys can just turn me in the direction of the correct stage and i'll go watch the bands i wanna see while drooling...
<---will look like this but just out of sheer exhaustion.